It's been nearly nine months since I've blogged. I have missed the outlet typing my emotional vomit on a public forum provided me. I'm sure my three readers missed me too.
My goal for this blog is to help me rebuild my self-confidence after the bizarre and criminal circumstances that ended my 20 year marriage. So now I find myself with an exhusband in jail. I am a single parent of 3 great (most days) daughters. Back in the work force after 10 years as a stay at home mom.
I am trying hard to be the picture-perfect independent, doesn't need a man, mom. But I think I am failing miserably. I have been a wife for nearly all of my adult life. It is what I know and what I do best. And I hate to say it, but I miss it. I liked devoting my life to my family, to feeding them, taking care of all the minutiae that makes a household run well. Having me at home let everyone else concentrate on their tasks. Now I get to run a household and bring in the income and I am doing neither very well. I know there are MANY others that are in the same boat. But this is about ME. They can write their own damn blogs.
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Don't you believe you aren't doing a great job! You are amazing and capable and I love how you do everything in your power to make your children's lives better. You go girl! You are woman, now ROAR!!!!
ReplyDeleteYes, we missed you! Glad you're back. Vomit and all.
ReplyDeleteGlad you're back too.
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